I suffer from a shattered chakra and a torn rotator cuff and NO SURGERY can fix this.
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You may remember I wrote about the big field day competition that we would have every year at my elementary school in Ann Arbor, Michigan Eberwhite.
One of the competitions every year that I look forward to was the softball toss to see how far you could throw a softball.
I remember Rob Knecht was the only kid that came close to being competition for me when it came time for that event. Sadly, Rob passed away last year from a heart attack on his way to work in the morning and he was a drunk and an addict since we started partying when we were 14 sadly it never snapped out of it or got any help or stayed healthy in terms of physical activity, diet, etc..
His dad was our Little League coach for the Eberwhite express and was a super kind awesome guy. I loved him very much and he’s also passed away Ron Knecht.
Anyway, I still threw it farther than Rob or anyone else back in fifth or sixth grade because that was before my heart got in the way of my throwing motion.
It’s a real thing.
I didn’t know anything about it back then but subconsciously what was going on was I was altering the way I threw and doing all I could to complete a throwing motion without opening up my heart chakra in the center of my chest.
I needed this:
My need to protect my heart when throwing, NOT opening up my chest if possible, produced a much less fluid throwing motion, less energy being generated from my core and more stress placed directly on the rotator cuff, which is what led to the tear when I was just turning 18 years old at Western Michigan University playing fall baseball my freshman year.
Oh, I could hit that pitching up there, I actually did, at 13, 14, 15, some major league power generating hands/eyes, and exit velo for balls hit was just hotter than just about everyone I played with…. but that was about it.
My throwing arm strength
peaked at the age of 13 or 14 and was never the same afterwards.
Now I know why.
I still suffer from shoulder mobility. I’ve had other injuries to both shoulders that I feel like are still part of my overall healing path and every time I hurt my shoulder, it forces me to do more work and opening up my heart, so I don’t know if I’m subconsciously acquiring these injuries over the years just to keep my Path moving in the right direction or what but once again I don’t profess to know what the big plan is, but I do have faith, patience, gratitude, and I will everything that I experience for all of the value and learning that I can extract.
That’s why I’m the GratiDude.
Doing any sort of healing back in the day as a teenager was literally impossible as there is no way I was spending any time at all quiet contemplation, or in the present moment of now.
I did ask my mom to line up a therapist for me when I was 16 after my father had taken his own life because honestly, I really didn’t know at that point what I was or wasn’t capable of in terms of self-destruction or if I might be some sort of ticking time bomb.
On one hand, I’m in the middle of high school playing sports DJing parties, and by choice literally the most social person you could ever imagine. Working at the mall selling shoes 20 hours a week and then sliding in on a Thursday night for some therapy to find out if I’m bat shit crazy or if I’m gonna kill myself too soon.
Looking back on it it was pretty intense way to live your teenage years from an energy standpoint and I was left to seek advice and help from people like my brother my close friends. Occasionally, my Mom when shit got really thick or deep or if I was at a total loss. my Mom(God Bless Eugenia Carpenter) was always there for those really heavy conversations when I would wait too long and feel like it was the end of the world when it wasn’t.
You can look at some of your physical injuries or other things that may have happened to you and your body over the years and you’ll find that there are emotions from those. Stored in those parts of your body and even in those aches and pains.
To get an understanding of this energy and to be able to work on releasing it, you need to develop the skill of presence or the ability to connect to your breath and be OK in this space.
It’s not something that you’re born with. It’s a practice not a perfect.
And we’re here to help sincerely.
You will never find anybody that will tell you they came to the grateful for organization or to me personally, and we refused assistance.
That will never happen.
The fastest way to get where you want to go ask for help.
We are here to help you.
The universe and God works through people.
We are presenting ourselves here for you now to help you.
Please connect the dots make a move and feel free to join us.
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Will be on the yoga mat, stretching out our shoulders and hips, working through any emotions that come up processing them, reflecting, talking, sharing, cultivating anAttitude of Gratitude.
EVERY DAY:
Love
and
Gratitude
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Thank you sincerely.
The G.I.F.T. Today
Grateful: for the warm feeling of needing help, then asking, then receiving, and the joy of this circle of giving of receiving
Intention-let’s get super sniper like looking for sad people today, let’s go frown fixing
First-willa wakey for waves
Things-catch up with all the stragglers, resistance is futile ha ha
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KC
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